It’s almost my birthday.
I just finished watching a movie called A Time To Kill, not only do I appreciate Matthew McConaughey (definitely just had to look up hope to spell his last name) more as an actor but I just want to say I am just so appalled at the fact that this “United states” was founded on the premise of slavery.. and racism was the perpetuating consequence. I couldn’t even imagine the level of hate that was portrayed in that movie. Anyways,
I cried a lil
I’m tired and don’t wanna go to work and don’t wanna ride the bus and don’t wanna go to sleep and don’t wanna do homework and don’t wanna do housework
I just want to listen to burritos by sublime now
So last night during class I got to sneak away to the staff breakroom with the teacher’s assistant of my astronomy class and I feebly attempted to ask him on a date. I wasn’t direct enough so the conversation evolved into story telling. Anyways I awkwardly asked for his number at the end of class and he gave it to me. Should I wait to text him for something related to the class, or just be awkward and … ehfuck it I went for it
I mess you
I’m in one of those FUCK EVERYONE, I don’t need anyone kind of moods but I know thinking like that will just land me in a mental institution or worse.
But seriously though, …well let me smoke some weed ..maybe that’ll help..
Ok forty five minutes later and my life is changed…ha started out with a call to this guy I’ve been seeing telling him I’m breaking it off..so there was a bit of bickering before I hung up and blocked his number. I was called stupid, an idiot, that my dream in life is to be homeless(pretty funny actually)…but anyways I think I’m fine I’m stoned eating this cinnamon roll thing and getting sleepy. To whoever reads this: ……bring me a glass of milk.
I’m not very smooth.